Boleh aku tulis sesuatu? :'(
assalammualaikum semua :)
aku macam dah hanyut dalam 1 dunia ni, tapi aku tak tahu la dunia apa, haha. yelah, i can handle my sadness easily like 'pap!" petik jari. aku pun pelik, "eh myra, kenapa kau mcm ni? sejak bila?" -.- sampai aku tanya mama "ma, mama rasa along dah lain ke?" mama replied "biasa je, more matured" pheww maybe hihi :) aku kenal la diri aku, easy to drop a couple of tears, suka pendam, menggelabah, haha. but lately ni aku mcm ni, example lah :)
1st situation
hamba Allah : u lied to me
me : apa yg i tipunya? what for ha? its such a waste. think wisely, bye. *panjang act tp takan la nak bgtahu semua kan? :)
*ni serious punya pain, yelah, apa kawan pun nak main mainkan ke? hello, we are growing up okay, use ur advanced brain to think. subhanallah apa yg bermain dalam minda awak sebenarnya? aku bukan nak nasihat ke apa cuma as a friend aku dissapointed lah, thanks a lot to cik dalang semua ni sebab being that kind of person, i hate u. semoga Allah bagi petunjuk kat hambaNya. btw senyuman tak lekang yang diukir oleh bibir i ni sebab i sendiri tak sangka everything will turns mcm ni, n u will says those things to me. SENYUM SINIS, dapat? tu je, nothing more.
kalau dulu mungkin aku akan jawab
"what? u ingat i apa? bla bla bla, *siap marah2 otw nak nangis haha* hell yah" hehe
2nd situation
hamba Allah : eh kau dah la buruk n bla bla bla
me : yeke? takpe la, aku selesa mcm ni *dalam hati "cakap la apa pun, this is me :)
if dulu maybe
"seriously? ala! apa yg tak kena? ala! ala!" dalam hati "pahal macam kau cantik sangat?" then sedih seminggu haha
3rd situation
mama : just be urself. someone will come to u when the time comes. along pilih lah yang terbaik.
me : yelahh, if he "ikhlas" then insyaAllah. :) *i'm strong enough to handle this :)
if dulu
"err, whatever lah ma. i hate it, uh! uh!" sampai tarik muka, tak makan bagai. sbb tade mood when it comes to this topic. pfft. bodohnya kau myra
hehe, so myra wake up, you are growing up lahhh! love? hmmmmmm -.- friends? yeah I LEBIUU MORE N MOREEE. so siapa je kawan saya,
sesungguhnya percayalah awak semua sentiasa ada dalam hati saya ni. :) goodbye drama, hello i dont give a damn pun, peace no offense, :) from this point on, i'm going to treat people exactly how they treat me. some should be glad. others should be scared.
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