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{ Getting used to the pain }
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The excited feeling is the first time for this sensation. I feel like I’m under a spell when I look at you.

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyoneand bid farewell with a smile

Even though were far apart I love you dearly with all my heart.

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know it’s time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I’m depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin )











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My Passion

"I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you."


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Don't you understand it's my feelings playing with?
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Friend: You still in love with him?
Me: I guess so.
Friend: Kau tak sure?
Me: Apa beza pun? Dia tetap dengan cara dia.
Friend: Tapi kau fikir pasal dia selalu?
Me: Memang la. Tapi aku tak tau apa lagi yang aku nak fikir.
Friend: See, kau still fikir pasal dia. Which means kau still sayang dia la.
Me: Sayang tu sayang. Tapi aku dah confuse sayang yang macam mana.
Friend: Habis, kenapa kau tak bersabar? Or kau dah ada orang lain?
(a long silent)
Friend: 'buzz'
Me: Aku penat sabar and tunggu. Tapi for nothing. Tak ada effort yang aku nampak.
Friend: Kau ada orang lain?
Me: Tak. Well, not officially. Tapi aku ada fikir pasal orang lain.
Friend: See, kau fikir pasal dia and pasal orang lain at the same time. Apa tu?
(I felt annoyed for a few second)
Me: Look, the thing is aku tau salah aku kat mana. And yes aku fikir pasal orang lain. Itu pun since our relationship ni dah jadi macam ni. What else you want me to do? Aku dah cuba untuk pertahankan or bersabar. Tapi dia macam tak ada apa-apa effect pun.
Friend: Tapi dia sayang kau kan?
Me: Sayang bukan setakat kat mulut je [friend's name]! Cuba lah tunjuk sikit. Buat la aku ni rasa dihargai sikit. Bagi la aku perhatian.
Friend: Maybe dia nak jaga privacy korang kot.
Me: Privacy my a**! Dia macam tak appreciate aku pun. Nak communicate pun susah. Kau nak suruh aku stand for what?
Friend: Kalau kau betul-betul sayang, I'm sure kau explain pada dia and cuba pertahankan relationship ni.
Me: Aku dah cuba. Tapi nothing. Macam tak ada effect. Semua akan nampak salah aku. Aku serious dah tak faham.
Friend: Orang yang dalam kepala kau tu macam mana?
Me: No clue. Aku pun cuba avoid fikir pasal dia. Tapi kadang-kadang terfikir. Ntah la. Tak akan ada apa-apa kot.
Friend: Haha... [my name], apa yang kau nak sebenarnya?
Me: Orang yang betul-betul hargai aku and sayang aku macam mana aku hargai and sayang dia. Orang yang tak malu nak mengaku ada aku untuk dia. Orang yang buat aku rasa special and yang bagi perhatian pada aku. A real relationship la. Where to person in love with each other bukan sekadar dalam hati or di mulut. Dapat tunjuk yang dia betul-betul sayangkan aku and perlukan aku.
Friend: Keep looking. Ada kat luar tu.


Keep looking? Aku sendiri dah tak pasti what to look for or exist kah orang macam tu? Funny how I tried to express everything to a friend when in fact the person involved masih tak pernah faham.


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